Rocks uk!

urm.

I am not good on expressing myself in english. It is really different from what I meant. Thus, I intend to change it to mandarin but too bad, my laptop does not have the chinese star etc. Ish.

Anyway, for the 2nd time writing the blog here, I still have no idea what to say. Let's try to start now.

Yeah, I am waiting for my final result for continuing my further study in UK. It is really unbelievable in my life. How lucky I am, have a chance to be a student over there, although I am going for 1 year only, still I might have a chance to stay there longer, who knows? :-)

People then will ask, would you be afraid of going such far place alone? could you handle everything yourself over there while this is your first time leaving your home for 20years?

Frankly, I ain't afraid anything. It's weird, right? But, my mind is very clear and rational now. I am very excited and looking forward to it desirably. Whooaa. It is just so meaningful to me, in fact. I can learn how to be independent which I really think I need to know. I don't think a girl who always under the protection of parent would be able to face the world bravely in the future. I need to grow up. I need to experience LIFE.

However, it might be tough or hurt sometimes, but still, it will be experienced by myself only. I hope for trying different styles and ways of life rather than now. Freedom, might be the word suit for me. I love my family deeply, no doubt on that. But, I can't stop myself of thinking experience life. I ain't afraid of any challenges, I only afraid that I don't have the chance to face it.

It is true I have never suffered a real desparation before, I don't think it's good or lucky. I won't be mature if I never experience it. I can't really understand what people feel when they told me so. Life, needs us to face it by ownself. And, now I am ready for it.

Dad Mum,
Thanks for giving me such a chance. I know it's hard for you two to make such decision (somemore, allowing me to stay longer if I can make it) Appreciate everything and everything you two give to me. I will just do my best to show how much I appreciate all. Thanks for your supports and understanding. Seriously, it's good to have you two as my parent. I am lucky, just so lucky. Please, last thing, believe me.

Believe me I can take care myself nicely in UK;
Believe me I can handle everything by myself;
Believe me I will always remember what you have told me and taught me;
Believe me I would not be defeated by those coming challenges and problems.
Just believe me, dad mum!

Lastly,

UK! Here I come! =D