天。云。海

抬头仰望

天是如海的蓝

云是如天的近

海是如云的远

三者缺一不可

天需海的照射

云需天的衬托

海需云的距离

如此微妙的关系

看似矛盾却和谐

最终

成就了红塔的光芒

诚如

亲情

友情

爱情

孤立无援的我

天真愚昧的我

丢三落四的我

实在

太需要你们了

我的梦

我的世界

因为你们

更加可贵

更加完整

该启程的路上

不会忘了大家

到达目的地时

更会加倍珍惜

这一刻

真想

也只想

加油!

随缘随意随心

=)

~♥~

♥Dad: 05.12.2009♥

还记得

去年的今天

05.12.2008

我在万里之外

妈和妹们在旅游

抛下了老爸

一个人的生日

还好

感谢朋友们的帮忙

他老人家还不感到孤单

今年

我们都在

简单的庆祝

只为了

一家人的感觉

真好！

多忙多累

他是我爸

多好多坏

他还是我爸

^^

老爸

生日快乐

我们永远爱您

♥

dad mum ^o^

Dearest Mum & Dad,

I MISS YOU! =)

Day is complete when I am thinking of mum and dad before going to bed~

^-^

Good Night and Sweet Dream to myself...

With loves & cares,

yong

13.10.2008- before the flight departing

It was mainly taking pictures on 13.10.2008~

I went down to kl in the morning and collected my visa & air tickets. After that, me and my family settled down ourselves in cititel.

3pm, I met nigel and having lunch with him. We went to a super nice japanese shop. Good intro. Strongly recommend everyone goes and tries! Taste good and it's real delicious. Yummy! X) Afterwards, nigel treated me ice cream from an unknown italian ice cream stall in the Gardens. Thank you guys. Happy Belated Birthday! Thanks for coming down to see me while your exam is around the corner =)

The restauran! pi pi pi.

apa lu mau? makan sushi la ban. lol



Before waiting TTH come and find me, me and my family went to eat 'yu ren sheng' at 6pm smth. Seems like I ate non-stop huh? yeah, fat-ing. haha. some pictures were taken here:



my family =)

3 sisters :-)

Finally, 7pm here comes TTH. good to see you kawan =) I only teman him to makan in kim gary. Looks sad huh? Good. Luckily no tears during that time. haha. Thank you very much for coming all the way and you are officially the last person I met in m'sia. Do take good care bestie!

You can video call me anytime you want. Provided I am free, hehe. Urm. hopefully your internet is workable ler. So we'll keep in touch more often =)

TTH. Don't need talk much le. understandable :)
Real leaving =) thanks to mum dad sisters. hugs!

Short article does NOT mean it's lesser meaningful and my true feelings. Sometimes, the feelings are failed to put it into words. Just... let it be! miss y'all!

cheers* ppl

Rocks uk!

urm.

I am not good on expressing myself in english. It is really different from what I meant. Thus, I intend to change it to mandarin but too bad, my laptop does not have the chinese star etc. Ish.

Anyway, for the 2nd time writing the blog here, I still have no idea what to say. Let's try to start now.

Yeah, I am waiting for my final result for continuing my further study in UK. It is really unbelievable in my life. How lucky I am, have a chance to be a student over there, although I am going for 1 year only, still I might have a chance to stay there longer, who knows? :-)

People then will ask, would you be afraid of going such far place alone? could you handle everything yourself over there while this is your first time leaving your home for 20years?

Frankly, I ain't afraid anything. It's weird, right? But, my mind is very clear and rational now. I am very excited and looking forward to it desirably. Whooaa. It is just so meaningful to me, in fact. I can learn how to be independent which I really think I need to know. I don't think a girl who always under the protection of parent would be able to face the world bravely in the future. I need to grow up. I need to experience LIFE.

However, it might be tough or hurt sometimes, but still, it will be experienced by myself only. I hope for trying different styles and ways of life rather than now. Freedom, might be the word suit for me. I love my family deeply, no doubt on that. But, I can't stop myself of thinking experience life. I ain't afraid of any challenges, I only afraid that I don't have the chance to face it.

It is true I have never suffered a real desparation before, I don't think it's good or lucky. I won't be mature if I never experience it. I can't really understand what people feel when they told me so. Life, needs us to face it by ownself. And, now I am ready for it.

Dad Mum,
Thanks for giving me such a chance. I know it's hard for you two to make such decision (somemore, allowing me to stay longer if I can make it) Appreciate everything and everything you two give to me. I will just do my best to show how much I appreciate all. Thanks for your supports and understanding. Seriously, it's good to have you two as my parent. I am lucky, just so lucky. Please, last thing, believe me.

Believe me I can take care myself nicely in UK;
Believe me I can handle everything by myself;
Believe me I will always remember what you have told me and taught me;
Believe me I would not be defeated by those coming challenges and problems.
Just believe me, dad mum!

Lastly,

UK! Here I come! =D