Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

25.7.09

决定

终于
我决定了

决定
是多么的可恶

因为
不论结果如何
都不得有怨言

人生
只有仅仅的一次

多么残酷
多么实际
多么无奈

因为
没有来生
更无法回到过去

所以
决定的时刻
也是
成长的开始

就好像
当你在逛街时
看见很漂亮的手袋
心里犹豫不决
要买还是不要买
于是
决定了‘再看看吧’

而当你走远看多
回头想想
还是刚刚那个手袋好
走回去的时候
才发现
那手袋已被人买走了
心里原本很喜欢的东西
明明可以当下就买下来
可是却决定等等的心态

剩下的
就是遗憾的叹息声

早知道这样
就不应该那样了
我们都这么想的

如果
什么事都可以早知道的话
那生命的意义也相对减少了吧
对于未知的以后
人们还是比较雀跃的
因为可能发生的
不可能发生的
谁也不晓得

也因此
我们才愿意更努力些
朝着梦想前进
因为谁晓得呢?

决定是种工具
一点一滴的
使用它
爱惜它

为了使其作用
发挥至淋漓尽致
我们都得狠下心

磨损它
挥霍它
直到我们拿到了
开启梦想的钥匙


ps:三思

=)

23.7.09


太多时候
我是犹豫不决的
更是对自己没有信心

对于课业
从不觉得自己有能力应付
不觉得自己够聪明
也不觉得自己很努力
所有的成绩
纯粹侥幸

对于朋友
从不觉得自己可以面对人
不觉得自己讨喜
也不觉得自己懂得待人处事
所有的朋友
纯粹随和

对于家人
从不觉得自己能够帮助什么
不觉得自己体贴
也不觉得自己有本事
所有的关爱
纯粹爸妈

对于未来
从不觉得自己有很好的规划
不觉得要紧
也不觉得不要紧
所有的决定
纯粹交待

对于爱情
从不觉得自己有很好的福气
不觉得它是美好的
也不觉得它是糟糕的
所有的过去
纯粹无聊

对于自己
从不觉得我有什么好的地方
不觉得我很特别
也不觉得我有什么不好
所有的自己
纯粹无知

在过去的几天里
泪也掉尽了
话也说够了

仔细想想
原来我拥有很多
但我也不拥有很多

在我拥有的时刻里
我该珍惜
我该把握
我该振作

那些我无法拥有的
我该努力
我该争取
我该勇敢

所有的应该与不应该
我步步为营
但我希望自己所走的每一步
都是通向美好的未来

诚如你说
受伤并不可怕
最可怕的是不敢面对它

如果人
无可避免的都得受到伤害
那我会勇敢些
坚强些
去“享受”这一刻

想太多
不好

不想啥
也不好

做人,从来就不简单
自己的决定
自己得负责

谢谢朋友
让我彻底的醒悟

面对自己的软弱
偶尔
我还是不愿意的
但是
我不想逃避太久

对于课业
我会真正付出。努力
对于朋友
我选择了真诚。自然
对于家人
我是更为在乎。重视
对于未来
我会好好打拚。奋斗
对于爱情
我相信着缘份。命运
对于自己
我决定去面对。改进

空说无凭
时间会证明所有

最重要的是
开心就好

加油!


19.7.09

Current me

Since the day I back to B'worth, I've never been free or relax. Below is my daily schedule: (roughly the same)

-morning: wake up then go to work until evening or night. hoho.
-evening: I'm still working and gossiping aunties' stuff, wakakaka. But sometimes I do go out meet groupies.
-night: hang out with groupies or makan dinner with family then online chatting and zzz.

Time flies like rocket here! Amazing :D

what I can say is I seeing u guys everyday more than my parent! terus seng till.... speechless, champion liao. LOL.

Most importantly, kenny suddenly pop out although tth and bird have gone back to study, then see bird today again because weekend liao. Wahlao. Count lai count ki, ost is the 1that I see from last friday until today. Woo Hoo! Sien bui darling? LOL.

I am still considered to be in holiday :) Soon, I may be bored with my life and going to do something new! "I can't wait for tomorrow to come," said by my mind every night before I go to sleep, hehe.

Positive thinking is applicable always in b'worth this small city

I'm lovin' it! ^_^

People do wonder: why don't you appreciate the chance for being in oversea? I don't know as well. My brain is rational but my soul is emotional. Seems like I've failed to be a more mature girl in UK. Perhaps I'll return to there one more time with different mood, but for this moment, I'm sure that it's a right choice for being home :-)

I'm real glad now and I hope that the next plan could be going on smoothly =)
cheers* ppl
xoxo


ps: You know that I need U~ ^^

11.5.09

That's what I called boring life in NCL

Aloha Ppl,
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singyong's back to the blog! :D
Well, you may wonder, if singyong's back here, who was writing the previous blogs? Answer is 欣融 (my chinese name lo). lame... LOL~
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Aiks, just forget about it. Anyway, today I suddenly got mood and free abit (which I told myself every hour for every day :p). Thus, I am here to post up the life in NCL while waiting and rushing for the preparation of courseworks and exams.
Basically, all classes is ended last week. Thus, now comes the study weeks. We don't have any opportunity or mood to go anywhere have fun as the pressures are here. Under this circumstance, we only can go to City Centre and maybe have a meal or walk around to release the little stressed (which didn't really work for us) LoL.
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ps: As I've mentioned that I am wholly and truely room-stay girl nowadays, please do not expect any fashion from me. By the way, u could judge the different on me especially my fatness, if there is any change! XD
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Here come the lame and old-style pictures: **
After went to jurisprudence surgery, the comment I can say is the lecturer didn't aid much to me, so ISH! Then, ms.Tan and me headed to CC and going to purchase materials from Grainger Market. After bought the vege meats etc., we went to TJ Hughes. Why we went there? Because nothing to do lo.
childish me. syok mer. hoho.
I am curious that what for having this big cup? although after discount, it costed 10pnd~
After TJ Hughes, we of course, buy nothing, headed to Fenwick. I almost forget why are we going there. Again, just want to simply jalan jalan~ This is pasar section. =p
Food store. The things here more expensive than Wilkinson, Morrisons and Grainger Market. So, take a look is more than enough. hehe.
Bling bling DOME~ LOL. Me too wuliao jor.
There was a small accident here. When I turned myself to take picture, a hp was dropping from the upstairs' people. Ooops... I heard the voice but I didn't turn back immediately because I scared my face kena something and my hp will drop too. Luckily, my bag is big enough to stop the hp to continue falling down and gave it back to the owner. ^^
How to wear this high heel??? Me tall enough, never bother it. :p
Random~ Red-ish ;) Another red lady~ We always wear same color, especially red and hang out together. How come? Ong ma. LOL. Oh, this is the toilet in John Lewis.
Looks so fake the tulip~ central park? maybe. We came out from Eldon Square and heading to makan buffet. Fat lo. Muahahahahaha.
Forgot the name of restaurant. The main reason we go is for the prawns! Yummmy~ x)
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Perfect ending for a day after makan alot!
Seeeeee... now u guys can definitely understand the limited thingy I can do in NCL. If this is not so called boring life, I think it can be termed as SIMPLE & EASY LIFE. LoL. Kinda positive me.
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ps: No more shopaholic. How good girl I am~ Dad, more pocket $$ when I am back to bw please :p
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At long last, enjoy my lame trip dear all.
xoxo