Sunday~

Alright ppl, i just woke up on this sunday noon. Opppss, why so lazy eh me? Haih... this is so called: 补眠 hahahahahahahaha

I admit I am lazy~

We were thinking to go to church to see people being fruit by the parish, i guess it's called like this, on this early morning, but we need to walk to city centre then take the train and go to the far far far church... I'd love to go, really because of the nice people from the church but probably I am not a real christian or I am a real free thinker thus I don't really have the heart & energy to do all of this in this lazy sunday morning... I apologize to those nice people who came to our house yesterday night and gave us a very warm talk! Sigh to say: My laziness has conquered everything.

Well, people then may ask: Do you believe in Jesus Christ & God? I admit I do. If they are not existing, why do people have such strong believe on them for centuries? I am a human being, a very very normal girl who can be found easily in this world. Thus, I have no right to deny its existence. For other religious, I have the same thinkings as well.

But, luckily, I am free to choose whether to follow their steps to believe them. I have a choice whether to pray to the Heaven Father, Guan Yin etc. I am not bound to go to the church or temple. This is the part that I feel relieved.

Maybe one day, when I am old, when I am real desperate, when I need something to rely on rather than my beloved, I'll go for It! As the bible said, holy ghost or holy spirit is something that brings us joy, happiness, prosperity etc etc. I don't think I need to pray for them now yet. I know how to find and get my joy and happiness. My heart is still with me. I know what is the right thing that I should do now. I am sorry but proud to say I know who I am.

In nutshell, I believe and respect the existence of God and Jesus Christ, even Guan Yin etc.

However, I'd like to say:
At this moment, my heart is my strongest believe!
It has led me to a better and clearer direction.

Of course, such Lim Sing Yong is still a no one if she doesn't have very very good, lovely and sweet family and friends. Thanks to all for being there for me! From my bottom of heart, I love you all... Appreciate everything now. =)


cheeeeers* ppl
xoxo

Grateful

To those who send their message to concern me and cheer me up
To those who make a call immediately and concern my situation
To those who help me to overcome the current problem

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

I have learned so much lessons this time. I have new realises on something as well.
I'll be more independent and be a real mature girl.

And,

I believe everything will be fine soon.

*GooDLucK*

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To those who don't know what's wrong with me but still concern about me,

Thank u! But I didn't mean to make the whole word worried about me. It is kind of shame. Once I have settled it, I'll tell everthing in details in my blog. Soon. Very soon :-)

Just hold your concern up. Even you don't express it, I still can feel it.
Thanks for the understanding and caring.

Cheers*